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I’m tired of being this person, being expected to
fall into the format, & twist into what everyone else expects me to
be. I’ve changed so much in the past few years, jumping from one thing
to another, making so many mistakes. Trying to grow up. I constantly
remind myself of the past, & how I must change to keep the person
who is my everything, my only safe haven. I’m scared of losing my
imagination, because when life gets hard, & everyone’s against me,
it’s all I can do is pretend. I’ve been lied to, betrayed, & back
stabbed, by my best friends, and even my own family, I just can’t take
it anymore. I miss being a kid, & wish I could turn back time.
Looking back, things seemed so great then. I was actually happy with my
life. I have flaws, I’m so unhappy with them, but I put up a front.
Little things irritate me, & I’m so indecisive. I hate how I ramble
on, about my weaknesses. If I’m happy, I’m automatically being fake, if
I’m upset, I’m automatically too expressive. I have few legitimate
reasons to hate the world, nothing ever seems to go my way. I used to be
good at manipulating people, good at getting what I wanted. We only
tend to see the hurt in our life, to hold on to the negative, but isn’t
that all we can do? I have to keep fighting, have to keep letting the
people I love, know that I’m willing to make sacrifices for them. I need
to learn to accept that things aren’t all about me, that even if I’m
not happy, then the happiness of the people I love is what counts. I
need to continue to grow, to change, & mature. I hate being stuck in
the middle, seeing everything only at eye level. I’m tired of wishing I
was a character in a book, that the villain would get his payback, and
everyone would live happily ever after. I miss the dream world I used to
live in, and I regret waking up, regret being hurt, & hurting
people in return. Ignorance is bliss, and sometimes, I really wish I
didn’t know any better. I want to become religious again, to feel at
one, and know that even if everyone on earth hates me that God is right
there by my side, guiding me. I want to feel the power of prayer, &
cry from being happy, from knowing that things are always going to be
okay. I’m done with drama, lying & sin. I’m not trying to be
perfect, I’m not trying to be something I’m not. I just want to live,
and laugh, and be happy. I want to finish school, marry him, & start
a family. I’m like an open book, my feelings are shown on my sleeves.
I’m clumsy, & break things. I fall down, especially in front of
people. I can be uptight, but my laugh is contagious. I want everyone to
experience peace, know how good things can be, so they’ll strive harder
for it. All is not fair, in love, it never will be.
[♔], The Princess
I'm also known as .
#'- Katherine Ong;-
#'- Single & unavailable;-
#'- 14AUG;LEO;-
#'- Training to be a successful hairstylist;-
She's a very simple girl.
She's friendly & sensitive.
She cry easily. x:
She's weak against cute person/stuffs/animals.♥
Surprises make her day! :D
She will be a hyper crazy girl when she's happy.
Hey boy, welcome to my life. How long will you stay by my side this time ?
疑いなく、あなたが私が夢を見るすべてです. 私はとてもあなたを愛して.
Time flies, we began as strangers> friends> couple> strangers>friends and now a couple again. I might not be the best and I know, but at least I gave you all my heart. I love you and I miss you more than words can tell. I know I can only make it to forever if it's only with you baby. I promised to be there for you always, through the ups and downs. We will go through everything together. Please don't ever leave me, because i know I'll never gonna do that. Let's prove to the others out there, love do lasts baby. ♥
It's not easy being me afterall.
Monday, April 22, 2013
I’m tired of being this person, being expected to
fall into the format, & twist into what everyone else expects me to
be. I’ve changed so much in the past few years, jumping from one thing
to another, making so many mistakes. Trying to grow up. I constantly
remind myself of the past, & how I must change to keep the person
who is my everything, my only safe haven. I’m scared of losing my
imagination, because when life gets hard, & everyone’s against me,
it’s all I can do is pretend. I’ve been lied to, betrayed, & back
stabbed, by my best friends, and even my own family, I just can’t take
it anymore. I miss being a kid, & wish I could turn back time.
Looking back, things seemed so great then. I was actually happy with my
life. I have flaws, I’m so unhappy with them, but I put up a front.
Little things irritate me, & I’m so indecisive. I hate how I ramble
on, about my weaknesses. If I’m happy, I’m automatically being fake, if
I’m upset, I’m automatically too expressive. I have few legitimate
reasons to hate the world, nothing ever seems to go my way. I used to be
good at manipulating people, good at getting what I wanted. We only
tend to see the hurt in our life, to hold on to the negative, but isn’t
that all we can do? I have to keep fighting, have to keep letting the
people I love, know that I’m willing to make sacrifices for them. I need
to learn to accept that things aren’t all about me, that even if I’m
not happy, then the happiness of the people I love is what counts. I
need to continue to grow, to change, & mature. I hate being stuck in
the middle, seeing everything only at eye level. I’m tired of wishing I
was a character in a book, that the villain would get his payback, and
everyone would live happily ever after. I miss the dream world I used to
live in, and I regret waking up, regret being hurt, & hurting
people in return. Ignorance is bliss, and sometimes, I really wish I
didn’t know any better. I want to become religious again, to feel at
one, and know that even if everyone on earth hates me that God is right
there by my side, guiding me. I want to feel the power of prayer, &
cry from being happy, from knowing that things are always going to be
okay. I’m done with drama, lying & sin. I’m not trying to be
perfect, I’m not trying to be something I’m not. I just want to live,
and laugh, and be happy. I want to finish school, marry him, & start
a family. I’m like an open book, my feelings are shown on my sleeves.
I’m clumsy, & break things. I fall down, especially in front of
people. I can be uptight, but my laugh is contagious. I want everyone to
experience peace, know how good things can be, so they’ll strive harder
for it. All is not fair, in love, it never will be.
Wish Upon a Star ...
SWEET AND FOREVER(:
# Forever sweet and lOvely family ❤
# Daddy & Mummy to be healthy, not forgetting my pets too! ❤ # Baby will always be happy. (:
# No conflicts with baby.
# Stay in his arm forever !
# Baby will spend mOre time with me.
# No matter wht happen, we wld always be tgt. {:
# Don't ever neglect each other !!
# Last long with my boyf, if it's possible.
COME ASAP(: *lOves*
# Night Life ~
# MORE shopping sprees :D
# Oversea trip to JB, KL, BKK, Taiwan, Japan & so on.
GREEDY MEEE! X33
# Brown, Violet & Gold contact lens.
# Dye/Highlight.
# Hair Treatment.
# More tops, belts, dresses & heels!
# A Burberry bag maybe?
# Fake friends/backstabbers/players etc to be banish from my life.
# To be love & pampered.