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You don't know how it feels when the person you fought the hardest for gives you up without a fight.
Hey fellow readers, I'm sorry for not updating my blog for so long. Oh well, I'm back to being single since 13th May if I'm not wrong. It's a miracle I never cried like I used to in the past for him. I've been drinking almost every night if i have the chance though, but now, I'm taking a break till Friday and Saturday. As my friends' will be celebrating their birthdays this coming weekends. I'm actually stupid to think he have really changed for the better. He's still like his old ways, making use of me. He don't love me from the start. He lied to me a lot of times. It hurts, but what to do ? All these have already happened, just treat it as a lesson for me. Not all guys' are like him, but I will never believe fall for a guy's trap again. My heart is numb, I can't feels anything anymore towards love or relationship. I need time to heal. I'm not gonna step into a relationship for now. There's a saying ' A leopard will never change it's spots', this is so fucking true.
I'm not gonna say I'm totally right in this relationship either but I've tried my best. I've did whatever I can, by being honest and I tried all sort of ways to talk to him and everything. Sometimes, all I need is just a listening ear, yet I'm being pushed away by him. He would pissed off at me and said that I'm not independent, own problems also not able to solve, always troubled him with my problems etc. He actually compared himself to me when I said I need a listening ear, I'm not able to tell it to anyone thus, I finds you. He would replied that he have a lot of problems, but he solved it himself, he doesn't even need a listening ear at all. Even problems regarding his friends etc, he dragged into the relationship.
A relationship is not supposed to be like this, right guys ? I'm just gonna hope, if I ever step into another relationship it will be much more better than my previous ones.
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I've not been home for the past 3-4 days, I've been staying over at my friend's place. I came back home today morning, headed to the market with my parents. We bought some groceries, took our breakfast and we walked back home. It's a short distance. Rested awhile and my dad took my phone to Chong Pang to send for repair as my home button is spoilt, it cost $40 but you're able to get it back within half an hour or less than that. I've bought a new eyeliner once again, as I've lost the old one which I've bought it recently and I only used it once. :/ Dad paid for my eyelash glue too. We headed to my relative's place at Bishan aftermaths, slacked awhile and we went back home.
So that's how I spent Sunday with my parents. There will be more family day compared to the past, as I've neglected my parents too much due to someone in the past. Putting him as my top priority, yet it's not even worth it.. So yea, thanks daddy for paying for my stuffs today. You and Momsie are still the ones that dote on me the most, and will always be there for me when you're still alive. I love you. ❤
[♔], The Princess
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#'- Katherine Ong;-
#'- Single & unavailable;-
#'- 14AUG;LEO;-
#'- Training to be a successful hairstylist;-
She's a very simple girl.
She's friendly & sensitive.
She cry easily. x:
She's weak against cute person/stuffs/animals.♥
Surprises make her day! :D
She will be a hyper crazy girl when she's happy.
Hey boy, welcome to my life. How long will you stay by my side this time ?
疑いなく、あなたが私が夢を見るすべてです. 私はとてもあなたを愛して.
Time flies, we began as strangers> friends> couple> strangers>friends and now a couple again. I might not be the best and I know, but at least I gave you all my heart. I love you and I miss you more than words can tell. I know I can only make it to forever if it's only with you baby. I promised to be there for you always, through the ups and downs. We will go through everything together. Please don't ever leave me, because i know I'll never gonna do that. Let's prove to the others out there, love do lasts baby. ♥
Back to Singlehood.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
You don't know how it feels when the person you fought the hardest for gives you up without a fight.
Hey fellow readers, I'm sorry for not updating my blog for so long. Oh well, I'm back to being single since 13th May if I'm not wrong. It's a miracle I never cried like I used to in the past for him. I've been drinking almost every night if i have the chance though, but now, I'm taking a break till Friday and Saturday. As my friends' will be celebrating their birthdays this coming weekends. I'm actually stupid to think he have really changed for the better. He's still like his old ways, making use of me. He don't love me from the start. He lied to me a lot of times. It hurts, but what to do ? All these have already happened, just treat it as a lesson for me. Not all guys' are like him, but I will never believe fall for a guy's trap again. My heart is numb, I can't feels anything anymore towards love or relationship. I need time to heal. I'm not gonna step into a relationship for now. There's a saying ' A leopard will never change it's spots', this is so fucking true.
I'm not gonna say I'm totally right in this relationship either but I've tried my best. I've did whatever I can, by being honest and I tried all sort of ways to talk to him and everything. Sometimes, all I need is just a listening ear, yet I'm being pushed away by him. He would pissed off at me and said that I'm not independent, own problems also not able to solve, always troubled him with my problems etc. He actually compared himself to me when I said I need a listening ear, I'm not able to tell it to anyone thus, I finds you. He would replied that he have a lot of problems, but he solved it himself, he doesn't even need a listening ear at all. Even problems regarding his friends etc, he dragged into the relationship.
A relationship is not supposed to be like this, right guys ? I'm just gonna hope, if I ever step into another relationship it will be much more better than my previous ones.
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I've not been home for the past 3-4 days, I've been staying over at my friend's place. I came back home today morning, headed to the market with my parents. We bought some groceries, took our breakfast and we walked back home. It's a short distance. Rested awhile and my dad took my phone to Chong Pang to send for repair as my home button is spoilt, it cost $40 but you're able to get it back within half an hour or less than that. I've bought a new eyeliner once again, as I've lost the old one which I've bought it recently and I only used it once. :/ Dad paid for my eyelash glue too. We headed to my relative's place at Bishan aftermaths, slacked awhile and we went back home.
So that's how I spent Sunday with my parents. There will be more family day compared to the past, as I've neglected my parents too much due to someone in the past. Putting him as my top priority, yet it's not even worth it.. So yea, thanks daddy for paying for my stuffs today. You and Momsie are still the ones that dote on me the most, and will always be there for me when you're still alive. I love you. ❤
Wish Upon a Star ...
SWEET AND FOREVER(:
# Forever sweet and lOvely family ❤
# Daddy & Mummy to be healthy, not forgetting my pets too! ❤ # Baby will always be happy. (:
# No conflicts with baby.
# Stay in his arm forever !
# Baby will spend mOre time with me.
# No matter wht happen, we wld always be tgt. {:
# Don't ever neglect each other !!
# Last long with my boyf, if it's possible.
COME ASAP(: *lOves*
# Night Life ~
# MORE shopping sprees :D
# Oversea trip to JB, KL, BKK, Taiwan, Japan & so on.
GREEDY MEEE! X33
# Brown, Violet & Gold contact lens.
# Dye/Highlight.
# Hair Treatment.
# More tops, belts, dresses & heels!
# A Burberry bag maybe?
# Fake friends/backstabbers/players etc to be banish from my life.
# To be love & pampered.
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