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亲爱的,Happy 6months Luv. ❤
Tuesday, October 18, 2011


Now that baby is working, he doesn't have much time for me anymore.
  • He's not gonna stay over at my place for days,
  • he won't have the time to go out with me,
  • he's not gonna make me laugh with his silly actions till I'm having stomach ache,
  • he can't be by my side 24/7,
  • he won't be there to cook for me whenever I'm hungry,
  • we won't be having any late night chats or constant messaging,
  • I have to settle myself if there's a argument with my parents,
  • I can't call or hug him any time of the day or hug him to sleep that much anymore... )':
These are just some examples, there's actually a few more though, but I don't think I needs to mention it to the whole world when it's between me & my boyfriend.He's gonna be busy with work & he won't be having enough sleep at all.

I'm happy that he had gotten himself a job but at the same time, I'm sad. I'm gonna miss him and all the things we had did together badly. It's gonna be different now. I can't help but cried at the thought of it, & I admit I'm actually crying while I'm typing this. I'm not trying to gain sympathy though. My house, it's filled with a lot of happy and bad memories with my boyfriend as that's where we spent most of our time.

I've depended on him too much & I'm too used to him being by my side 24/7. I feels weird when he's ain't around me. Even right now, I miss him a lot even though we didn't met for like almost 2 days. I needs to learn how to be independent & strong now so as not to let him worry, right baby ?

The next thing is, I'm so afraid all these is gonna make us drift apart after we have gotten closer. It always happened in my past r/s. I have no confidence when it comes to this. I'm afraid to lose you. I don't wanna lose you. I want you to be mine. I wanna marry you even though I always told you that I don't. I'm just kidding, sorry if I hurt you in any way. But still, thanks for assuring me, that you won't' drift away from me and encourage me to have more confidence in myself and this relationship. I will try my best alright ?

Baby, jiayou for your work.
I guess you have forgotten that it's our 6months anniversary ytd, but it's alright. I know you had quite a number of things on your mind to even realized it but don't forget it when it's 1 year hor !
相信我,我会永远爱着你
❤/XOXO

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